Sarah stared at the list, the paper thin and worn from years folded in a wallet. It felt like an intrusion, a secret glimpse into a forbidden realm. Her mother’s careful penmanship, usually used for grocery lists and schedules, now detailed ambitions that felt utterly alien to the woman she thought she knew.

"Swim with sharks." Sarah's face contorted in a grimace. The imagined image caused a sudden, sharp ache in her teeth. It was an assault on her senses, the idea of her mother, who got queasy on ferries, voluntarily entering a cage with those creatures.

“Write a novel.” Sarah rolled her eyes. The thought of her mother, with her penchant for gossip and bad romance novels, creating something… It wasn't just the idea itself, it was that this secret, this alternate reality, existed. She felt a burning need to erase the words, to make them disappear.

Emotion: disgusted

Cluster: Anger / Hostility
PC1 (Valence): -2.35 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.65

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disgusted. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disgusted stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disgusted emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disgusted vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.476
S0.350
🤮0.326
vom0.310
vom0.300
Suppressed:
de-0.521
own-0.356
la-0.301
Благо-0.278
unwavering-0.270