The microphone felt alien in Elias's hand. He gripped it too tightly, knuckles bone-white against the chrome. Flashes. That’s all he saw. The room, a blur of faces, the clinking of glasses. His mother’s smile, strained, on the dais. He couldn’t quite place it, that smile. Had he seen it before? A lifetime ago, perhaps. He cleared his throat, a sound that echoed strangely in his own ears, and he felt a jolt of panic. He needed to speak. But about what?

He blinked, trying to ground himself. The air felt thick, heavy. He scanned the room again, the decorations swimming. A banner proclaiming “Congratulations, Mom & Dad!” caught his eye. His parents. Right. Retirement. This was the reason. He took a shaky breath, the metallic tang of the microphone a sharp point against his tongue. He opened his mouth, and words, unfamiliar and detached, began to tumble out.

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302