I woke up, the morning light hitting my face. The announcement about the college had been a dream, surely. I looked around my room, trying to re-orient myself, to find the familiar. It was all still there: the posters, the books, the worn rug. Then, my eyes landed on the email on my phone.

The words were still there, the cruel reality staring back. The feeling returned, a strange hollowness, a sense of… unraveling. I pushed myself out of bed, the familiar creak of the springs offering no comfort.

I stumbled into the bathroom, splashing cold water on my face. The reflection in the mirror… didn’t seem to belong to me. I wanted to erase it, to rewind time, to wake up in a different world.

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302