The attic air hung thick and dusty, heavy on Amelia's chest. Sunlight sliced through a gap in the boarded-up window, illuminating swirling motes of dust that danced in an erratic ballet. She clutched the yellowed notepad, its pages brittle beneath her trembling fingers. Across from her, a trunk overflowed with forgotten things. Michael's things. She hadn't been up here in…how long? Years?

Her vision felt tunneled, the edges of the room blurring. Her stomach churned, a cold knot tightening with each line of the handwritten list. "Climb Mount Kilimanjaro." The words seemed to jump off the page, mocking her. "Learn to play the saxophone." He'd always hated music. "Tell someone I love them without expecting anything back."

She swayed slightly, the floorboards creaking ominously under her feet. Her hands, clammy and cold, tightened around the notepad. The world seemed to tilt on its axis. He’d told *her* he hated heights. He’d never even touched a saxophone.

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302