disoriented - Story 30968 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

The scent of lavender, usually soothing, now felt like a punch to the gut. She sat on the floor of the closet, surrounded by his clothes, the list a crumpled mess in her lap. "Volunteer at an animal shelter." "Write a song." "Find myself."

She felt a wave of dizziness wash over her, a sudden hollowness. The room seemed to spin, the objects around her blurring. She gasped, grabbing at the wall for support.

Tears welled in her eyes, blurring the already indistinct world. Where had he gone? And who was he, really?

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion

PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`unfamiliar`	0.340
`ness`	0.321
`失去了`	0.316
`не`	0.315
`будто`	0.311

Suppressed:

`B`	-0.474
`la`	-0.419
`K`	-0.409
`de`	-0.309
`brag`	-0.302