Ethan stood rigid, nursing a scotch at the back of the reception. He’d barely touched his plate of food, the aromas of roasted chicken and fragrant herbs doing nothing to stir his appetite. He felt a deep, pervasive weariness. He’d come to support his friend, but the whole affair felt like a cruel irony, a parade of couples happily partnered while he felt adrift.

Then, from across the crowded room, he spotted her. Chloe. Talking to the groom's brother, her laughter bright and easy. The scotch burned going down, but it did nothing to take away the dull ache in his chest.

He took another sip, his gaze fixed on her. The world seemed to shrink, focusing only on that one person. He felt exposed, stripped bare. He knew he should approach her, say hello. But the thought made him feel physically sick.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
’0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
πŸ‘-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240