The apartment felt too big, the silence too loud. Ben had found the phone records, the pattern of calls too damning to ignore. A cold wave of something, very close to horror, washed over him. The world around him seemed to tilt, destabilised.

He went through the motions of his day, each step laboured, each breath a struggle. He avoided his partner's gaze, the tension between them a palpable thing. The joy had vanished, replaced by a dull ache, a constant pressure in his chest.

He found himself wandering aimlessly through the city streets, the crowds of people blurring into a meaningless mass. He felt lost, adrift, without direction. He clutched the phone in his hand, a tangible reminder of the deceit.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240