Lila stared at the blank screen, the cursor blinking, a mocking reminder of her writer's block. She felt a dull ache behind her eyes, the result of too many sleepless nights and too many worries. Her son, Finn, entered the room, his voice brimming with excitement.

"Mom, guess who my English teacher is? Mrs. Olsen! Everyone says she's amazing!" The words hit her hard. Mrs. Olsen. The teacher who had criticized her prose, the one who’d told her she'd never be a writer.

Lila closed her eyes, and the memories flooded back. She'd struggled for years to forget. Now, she felt a profound sense of loss. She forced a smile, but the light had gone out of her eyes. She wanted Finn to have the world, but it felt as if she was re-experiencing all the failures of her childhood. The room was spinning.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240