“How could this be?” Sarah whispered, her voice cracking. The news report on the television droned in the background, a meaningless distraction. She sat hunched on the sofa, the DNA results a cold weight in her lap. The familiar scent of her adoptive parents’ house no longer felt welcoming, but tainted.

She wandered through the house, touching photographs, feeling the ghosts of memories now clouded with uncertainty. The past, once a comfort, had become a minefield of unknowns. She felt disconnected.

She reached for the phone, then hesitated. Who could she confide in? Who would understand the jumble of grief and confusion that consumed her? She left the phone untouched and went to the back yard and sat beneath the oak tree her father had planted years before.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240