"You have the heart, Mark," Coach Johnson had stated, his tone carefully neutral, "But..." The unspoken words had sliced through Mark like a knife. He walked out of the office, his legs feeling like lead, his world tilting.

The weight of the rejection pressed down on him, turning his stomach. He moved through the day in a daze, the sounds of school fading in and out. The air felt thick, difficult to breathe.

He stopped in the bathroom, staring at his reflection. His eyes were red-rimmed, his face pale. He felt a lump in his throat that wouldn't budge. He splashed cold water on his face, but the numbness wouldn't go away.

He avoided his friends, retreating to the empty bleachers, wanting to be alone, to absorb the full weight of what had happened.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240