I felt the dull ache behind my eyes that signalled the onset of a headache. The news from my family was unsettling, and I felt emotionally drained. The apartment was tidy, almost oppressively so, the clean lines mocking my internal disorder.

My roommate, Ben, was brimming with enthusiasm. His current focus was a fish tank, a vibrant ecosystem of aquatic life. The idea of maintaining it, of being responsible for the survival of the fish, felt like an insurmountable obstacle.

"Just imagine," Ben began, his voice filled with passion. I had to excuse myself, seeking refuge in the bathroom.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240