He’d always considered himself a lucky man. A scholarship, a supportive family, a future he could almost taste. Now, that future tasted like ash. John found the announcement while he was at his part-time job as a waiter. He dropped the tray, the sound of crashing glass barely registering.

He felt a tightness in his throat, making it difficult to breathe. The restaurant blurred around him, the chatter of customers fading to a dull hum. His meticulously crafted plans—law school, a career in public service—evaporated. He could see his parents' disappointment.

He excused himself and stumbled outside, into the bustling city. The bright lights, the roaring traffic, the endless stream of people – all felt alien and hostile. He found himself wandering aimlessly, the weight of his dashed hopes dragging him down. The city seemed to mock his lost dreams.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240