A tremor ran through Marco’s hand as he held his phone. His breath hitched in his throat. He’d been working late at the library, surrounded by the quiet rustle of pages, and had finally found the courage to check his university's website. The title: “Inspirational Essays.” There it was, his painstakingly crafted story of his grandmother's bakery.

A sour taste filled his mouth. He felt the blood drain from his face, leaving him feeling hollow. The words he’d crafted with such care, the raw honesty he’d felt compelled to share, were now presented as a model, an example. He pictured other students reading it, analyzing it, dissecting it.

He imagined them pointing out the flaws, the clichés, the sentimentality. He clenched his jaw, his knuckles turning white. He thought of his grandmother, her face etched with hard-earned wrinkles. He had written the essay to honor her. Now, he felt like he’d betrayed her.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240