He slammed his laptop shut, the sound echoing in his small dorm room. The discovery of his essay, the one about his childhood, being used as an example, had knocked the wind out of him. He felt hollow, as though a part of him had been stolen and put on display.

The essay had been a confession, a way to process his past. He felt a deep sense of vulnerability, like he'd handed someone his most prized possession and watched them tear it apart. He ran a hand through his hair, his fingers tangling in the strands.

He stared at the blank wall, his jaw tight. He wanted to escape, to disappear, to get away from the feeling of being judged, and the shame of sharing something so personal. He felt a profound sense of isolation.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240