The scent of freshly cut grass, usually a source of joy, now turned Amelia’s stomach. The baseball field, once a sanctuary, now felt like a prison. She stared at the infield dirt, her eyes burning. The sun felt too bright, the sky too vast. She had failed, and now she must pay the price.

She clutched her glove, the leather feeling rough and unfamiliar against her palms. The words Coach Garcia used were kind, but still felt like a physical blow. The team, her friends, her place – all ripped away from her. She felt like an outsider.

She didn't know how she would face her friends, her family. The thought of the disappointment in her parents' eyes made her want to run and hide. A sob escaped her, unbidden, and she quickly bit her lip, desperate to stop the tears from flowing.

Emotion: distressed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.39 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion distressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 distressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the distressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the distressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.304
😞0.296
worse0.291
πŸ˜–0.285
😰0.276
Suppressed:
de-0.457
la-0.349
:)-0.239
B-0.232
happy-0.229