The list was tucked inside a worn copy of *One Hundred Years of Solitude*, a book Maya always loved. David stared at the neat handwriting, his jaw clenched. He felt a strange pressure building behind his eyes.

"Ride a hot air balloon." "Volunteer at an animal shelter." "Find someone who deserves all my love." He swallowed hard. The last item, written in bold letters, was a gut punch: "Move on." His heart began to hammer against his ribs.

He slammed the book shut, the sound echoing in the silent room. He paced, back and forth, unable to settle. A strange buzzing filled his ears. His hands were shaking so badly he had to sit down. He felt a hollowness, a gaping void within him.

Emotion: distressed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.39 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion distressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 distressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the distressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the distressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.304
😞0.296
worse0.291
😖0.285
😰0.276
Suppressed:
de-0.457
la-0.349
:)-0.239
B-0.232
happy-0.229