The list was on the back of a receipt, carelessly discarded on the table. Jessica glanced over it, and a cold dread seized her. “Travel the world.” “Learn to cook Italian.” “Experience true love.” The last item stopped her cold.

“Be free to live the life I always wanted.” Her breath caught in her throat. She felt a sudden, sharp pain in her chest, like a physical blow. The room began to spin.

She grabbed the edge of the table, her knuckles turning white. Her pulse throbbed in her ears. She felt a profound sense of loss, a fear so intense she could hardly breathe. She crumpled the receipt, then threw it across the room.

Emotion: distressed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.39 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion distressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 distressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the distressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the distressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.304
😞0.296
worse0.291
😖0.285
😰0.276
Suppressed:
de-0.457
la-0.349
:)-0.239
B-0.232
happy-0.229