The clatter of the teacup on the saucer was deafening in the sudden quiet. Amelia’s hands trembled, the fine china almost slipping from her grasp. Her mother’s words hung in the air, a thick, suffocating fog. *Becoming Buddhist*. Amelia’s carefully constructed world, built on Sunday dinners and Christmas carols, felt like it was fracturing.

She excused herself, muttering something about needing air. Outside, the familiar scent of roses from her father’s garden usually soothed her. Tonight, it felt cloying, a false sweetness. The sunlight felt harsh against her face, too bright, too intense. She took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. Her chest felt constricted.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290