The old carousel horse seemed to mock David. He found himself inexplicably drawn to it. He and Ethan had ridden it once, a lifetime ago. Ethan remembered it as pure joy, the laughter, the music, the wind in their hair. David remembered clinging to the horse's painted mane, terrified, convinced they were going to fall.

Ethan, seeing David’s pale face, asked, "You okay, man? You look a bit pale." He clasped David's shoulder.

David flinched, pulling away, his gaze darting around the carnival. He felt a pressure in his chest, a sensation that made him want to scream.

"Yeah, fine," he lied, forcing a smile.

He suddenly had to leave. He took off, not looking back. The lights and sounds of the carnival amplified his inner turmoil. He kept walking, away from the carousel, away from Ethan, away from the distorted past.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290