The doctor’s office felt too bright, the fluorescent lights buzzing a hateful song. Amelia clutched the manila folder tighter, the paper edges biting into her palms. The receptionist’s cheerful farewell echoed in her ears, grating like nails on a chalkboard. She stumbled out, blinking against the sunshine that suddenly seemed aggressive, invasive. A deep tremor had taken root in her chest, a physical shaking she couldn't control.

She sat in her car, the engine cold against the sudden heat prickling her skin. The file, bearing her name, held someone else's life. Someone else’s history of medications, surgeries, and… well, something she didn’t want to read. Images flooded her mind: shadowy figures performing procedures she knew nothing about. She slammed the folder shut, the snap echoing like a gunshot.

Her breathing hitched, shallow and rapid. Her hands trembled as she reached for her phone, the screen smudged with fingerprints. She wanted to call someone, anyone, but the list of contacts blurred before her eyes. It was a joke, right? A cruel, cosmic practical joke.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290