I saw it as soon as I opened the mailbox. A bright blue card with a picture of a dolphin leaping from the ocean. “Wishing you a fintastic birthday!” it announced. No name. No indication of who sent it. My blood ran cold.

I slammed the mailbox shut and ran inside. I locked the door, bolted it, then double-checked. My hands were clammy. I felt like I needed to scream, to lash out, to do something, anything, to break the spell.

I kept seeing the dolphin’s smiling face. I couldn’t shake the sensation that someone was laughing at me. I felt exposed, vulnerable, and utterly terrified.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290