The vibrant balloons, the meticulously chosen decorations, they all seemed mocking now. Her party, and then there was Clara’s, on the same day. She felt a profound disconnect, as if she were viewing the scene through a distorted lens.

She found herself picking at the frosting on the cake, smearing it across her fingers without tasting it. The cheerful music playing from the speakers became a source of irritation. She wanted silence.

She felt a hollowness in her chest, a sense of impending doom. She needed to escape, to run, to be anywhere but here, preparing for a party that now felt like a battlefield. She didn't want to see anyone.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290