She clutched the microphone, the plastic cool against her clammy palm. The spotlight felt like an interrogation lamp. She scanned the room, each face a blur of expectation. Her father, his face flushed with pride, gave her a thumbs-up. She forced a smile, the muscles in her face refusing to cooperate.

The words wouldn't come. She’d spent hours crafting the perfect tribute, a narrative that would weave together her father's triumphs and his unwavering dedication. But now, it felt like a lie. All she could see was the years of unspoken resentments, the quiet disappointments she’d harbored.

A tremor ran through her body. She cleared her throat, her voice a thin whisper. She glanced at the prepared speech, the carefully chosen words blurring before her eyes. The room began to spin.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290