The pungent odor of developing chemicals, the red light casting shadows, the way my son, Ethan, would vanish into the darkroom for hours on end, all filled me with a sense of unease. His obsession with black and white photography, a hobby he’d picked up from me, was taking over.

I’d find myself staring at the closed door, imagining the images he was creating. The thought made my skin crawl.

One night, I stood outside the darkroom, listening to the whir of the enlarger. I felt my heart race and I fled.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290