The casual conversation about childhood memories felt like a personal attack. Mark was recounting his summers at Camp Serenity, a place Sarah had tried to leave behind. He felt a creeping dread, a slow, suffocating fear that was hard to shake.

“Camp Serenity was amazing! Remember the talent shows?” Mark exclaimed, laughing.

Sarah felt her hands clench. Her breath quickened. The memories flooded back: the stifling heat, the suffocating silence of the cabins at night, the things she didn't want to think about.

She pushed back from her desk, the sudden movement causing her chair to scrape across the floor. "I-I need to get some air," she stammered, her voice tight. She left, her heart pounding against her ribs.

She stood outside, the office building seeming to loom over her. The crisp air did little to calm the turmoil raging inside her. The sun felt too bright, the sky too vast. She felt a growing, desperate need to escape.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290