A cold sweat slicked her palms as she dialed the number. The sterile waiting room seemed to shrink, the floral wallpaper pressing in on her. She'd seen the profile picture online, the same smirking eyes, now softened by a carefully cultivated beard. Mark - Dr. Mark, now - was waiting for her. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage. Why had she even made the appointment?

The receptionist, a woman with a sympathetic smile, beckoned her down the hall. Each step felt like wading through molasses. The door to his office was ajar, and she saw him, sitting behind a large mahogany desk. He looked up, his eyes meeting hers. A ghost of that familiar sneer played on his lips. "Come in, Sarah," he said, his voice smooth, professional.

She sat down, the leather of the chair squeaking under her weight. The air felt thick, heavy with unspoken memories and the suffocating weight of yesterday's playground taunts. She opened her mouth to speak, but the words caught in her throat. She found herself staring at her hands, fidgeting with the strap of her purse.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290