disturbed - Story 33820 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

The dreams were the worst. He would wake up in a cold sweat, screaming, reliving the days of being tormented. Even now, he sometimes forgot to eat, or leave the house.

He would see a billboard with her smiling face and feel his gut twist into a tight knot. The mere idea of going to therapy, of sharing his vulnerabilities with her, was utterly unthinkable. The thought turned his stomach.

He was going to get through it, he swore. Even if he had to stay in his apartment for the rest of his life.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety

PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`S`	0.318
`ness`	0.309
`无法`	0.300
`😞`	0.297
`worse`	0.284

Suppressed:

`de`	-0.829
`la`	-0.666
`a`	-0.392
`B`	-0.301
`"`	-0.290