The paper crackled under Amelia’s fingers, the sound sharp in the quiet apartment. David’s handwriting, usually so neat and deliberate, was rushed and chaotic on the lined sheet. “See the Northern Lights,” it read. Below it, scrawled in a frantic scribble, “Learn to surf.” Her stomach clenched. David hated the cold. And the ocean? He once recoiled from a rogue wave at a beach party, practically sprinting back to the safety of the sand.

She reread the list, a coldness spreading through her limbs. “Write a novel.” He’d always talked about it, but had never even attempted it. He’d made excuses. Time. Energy. But now… This wasn't the man she knew.

A wave of nausea hit her, a sour taste coating her tongue. She slammed the notebook shut, the sound echoing in the sudden silence. Her hands trembled. She felt like someone had just rearranged the furniture in their lives, leaving everything skewed and unfamiliar.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290