The list felt hot against her skin. “Go skydiving.” That was Liam, the man who meticulously planned everything, the man who avoided any hint of risk. She ran her fingers down the neat handwriting, each word a betrayal.

Her chest felt tight, constricted. She moved to the window, staring out at the rain-slicked street. The city lights blurred, reflecting her own internal turmoil. She felt a profound sense of isolation, a sudden gap between what she believed and what was real.

She needed a drink. Immediately. And then another, and another, until the edges of the list, and the world around her, softened and blurred.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290