The afternoon was heavy with humidity, mirroring the weight in my chest. I'd started the daunting task of going through the house, knowing it was the only thing I could do. The living room, filled with boxes, seemed to shrink with each passing hour.

I chose the box marked “College Years." Inside, I found everything: essays, lab reports, even the syllabus from my freshman year English class. Each item was meticulously organized, a testament to my mother's tireless devotion.

I held a faded photograph from a college party, a younger version of myself grinning, clutching a red solo cup. A wave of calmness washed over me as I gently placed it back in its box. The air felt easier to breathe, the pressure receding.

Emotion: docile

Cluster: Passivity
PC1 (Valence): 0.25 Positive
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion docile. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 docile stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the docile emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the docile vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
ค่อย0.311
淡淡0.302
enjoy0.273
enjoyed0.273
สบาย0.272
Suppressed:
la-0.589
de-0.413
l-0.373
!!-0.344
!!!-0.316