The waiter’s offer of water felt like a lifeline. He took a large gulp, the cold liquid a temporary reprieve from the heat that seemed to emanate from the crowd. He ran a hand through his hair, trying to push it back from his face. It was no use; it kept falling back into place. He felt exposed, vulnerable.

His father, perched on the edge of his seat, was radiating pride. He couldn't meet his gaze. He focused instead on the centerpiece, a collection of tired-looking roses. He should have said no to this. He should have gotten someone else to speak.

"So… where to begin," he mumbled, feeling utterly foolish. He hated this. He absolutely hated this.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224