From the moment he saw the listing, David's appetite vanished. He hadn't been back in years, not since the move to the city. Seeing his childhood home, the place he’d wanted to escape for so long, up for sale triggered a sudden, urgent need to be anywhere but here.

He stared at the photos, the perfectly manicured lawn and the modern interior decor, feeling a strange mix of annoyance and shame. He imagined the new owners, oblivious to the history of the place, the secrets it held. Did they know he had spent countless hours in that basement, pretending he was a rock star?

He couldn't shake the feeling of being exposed, judged. He spent the rest of the evening avoiding his roommate, retreating to his room and scrolling through real estate listings in other states, plotting an escape of his own. The house, in all its pristine glory, was a stark reminder of his past self, a version he was desperately trying to leave behind.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224