The crinkled paper felt like a betrayal in Amelia's hands. Her mother's bucket list. "Ride a mechanical bull," it proclaimed in loopy handwriting. Amelia wanted to melt into the floral wallpaper of her childhood bedroom.

She clutched the list tighter, as if she could will it to disappear. The very idea of her prim, proper mother, a woman who always wore matching scarves and gloves, atop a bucking bronco was mortifying. Her cheeks burned.

The next item was even worse: "Learn to tap dance." Amelia could practically hear the rhythmic clicks, the off-key laughter. She envisioned the horrified looks of her mother's bridge club.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224