She squeezed the paper, crumpling it further. “Get a pilot’s license.” “Learn to dance tango.” “Write a children’s book.” The list, written by her girlfriend, Maya, felt like a slap in the face. She found it in a book she thought she had already read.

Her cheeks burned, and her breath hitched in her throat. She imagined Maya soaring through the sky, swept away by music, a life she'd never discussed. The apartment suddenly felt like a cage.

When Maya called to say she’d be late, she offered a terse reply. She ended the call quickly, then stared at the phone, a knot forming in her stomach. She sat on the couch, staring at the wall, feeling a profound sense of… something unnameable.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224