The birthday party was in full swing, balloons bobbing, children shrieking with delight. Amelia watched from the periphery, her smile strained. Lily, the birthday girl, was surrounded by a gaggle of giggling friends, each one vying for her attention. And, of course, Lily's friend, the one that Amelia used to know so well, was there with her.

When a small, costumed fairy fluttered to Lily and spoke, Amelia felt a pressure in her head. The fairy was a perfect recreation of her own childhood companion, Twinkle-toe. She stared, transfixed, at the tiny, glitter-covered feet.

Amelia found herself retreating to the patio. The festive cheer felt too loud, too bright. She couldn't understand why Lily got to experience something so magical, a joy that had faded for her long ago. She could only see the loss.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231