envious - Story 45249 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

She found herself gripping the edge of the desk, knuckles white. "You have no sign of the illness." The doctor’s voice was warm, friendly. The warmth felt like a slap in the face. She hadn't expected to hear this. The papers indicated she wasn’t sick at all! The records were wrong. They belonged to another woman.

Her gaze shifted to the photograph stapled to the file; a woman, smiling, healthy, her future stretching before her, unburdened. A wave of bitterness washed over her. The other woman was to have this gift, not her.

She couldn’t meet the doctor’s eye.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt

PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`S`	0.550
`H`	0.431
`B`	0.406
`L`	0.403
`envy`	0.365

Suppressed:

`再び`	-0.262
`мед`	-0.258
`再次`	-0.246
`own`	-0.239
`พร้อม`	-0.231