The email arrived like a poisoned dart. Sarah stared at the subject line: “DNA Results – Your Extended Family.” Her knuckles were white on the mouse. Her heart hammered a frantic rhythm against her ribs. She’d taken the test on a whim, curiosity sparking at the promise of uncovering distant relatives. Instead, the results revealed a different truth: her parents, the only parents she’d ever known, weren’t her biological parents. A knot tightened in her stomach.

She clicked through the links, her vision blurring at the names that populated the screen. A woman, seemingly in her late fifties, with kind eyes and a familiar smile, stared back from a profile picture. *Mom.* The word twisted in Sarah’s mouth, unfamiliar, a hollow sound. This person, this *other* woman, had a life, a history, a family she was now a part of. A family she hadn’t known existed. The world felt suddenly tilted, unbalanced.

Sarah wanted to scream. She wanted to smash something. She slammed her laptop shut and stood, pacing the small apartment. She thought of her childhood, the carefully constructed narratives, the holiday traditions, the love she'd always accepted as her own. Were they lies? Half-truths? A wave of nausea swept over her. She grabbed her coat and walked out the door, needing to be anywhere but there, anywhere away from her current life.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231