The adoption discovery had hit Emily like a rogue wave. She'd always felt... *different* from her family, but dismissed it as teenage angst. Now, she understood the source. The DNA results had connected her to a family with musical talent, a family of artists. She, with her passion for painting, her inherent flair for the dramatic, finally had an explanation.

She went to the local art gallery that afternoon, the paintings seeming lifeless, lacking the vibrant energy she craved. She thought about the potential of her biological family and what they could have taught her. She felt like a lost opportunity.

Her hands clenched. She imagined her biological parents, the lives they lived, the art they created. A wave of anger welled up inside her, a feeling of being cheated, deprived of a heritage she felt she deserved. She walked out of the gallery, the city’s vibrant colors suddenly dull. Back in her car she saw a post on social media; a distant cousin had just sold a painting for thousands of dollars. Emily slammed her fist on the steering wheel.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231