The DNA results had been particularly crushing for Chloe. It was not just that she was adopted, but that her biological family seemed to embody everything she felt she lacked. They were confident, outgoing, and successful in the world of business. Chloe, on the other hand, had struggled with social anxiety and job security.

She stared at the family photos online, each image a painful reminder of her own inadequacies. She watched their vacation videos, their celebratory posts. Everything about them was vibrant and exciting, a stark contrast to her own life.

She tried to focus on her work, but couldn't. Her hands shook. She kept replaying the conversations she’d had with her adoptive parents, their loving support now feeling like a constant pressure. Was she a disappointment? Did she fail to measure up? She closed her laptop, the screen reflecting her face, a face etched with a despair she couldn’t quite name. She felt like her past was a lie and her future wasn't even hers to have.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231