The photograph showed Grandma Esther, a woman who always wore her hair in a tight bun and spoke in hushed tones, perched on a motorcycle, wind whipping through her hair, a gleam in her eye. My heart thudded in my chest, a frantic rhythm against my ribs. Beside her sat a man I didn't recognise, but whose presence felt like a whisper of forbidden joy.

I'd always been told she was a saint. A picture of pure, unwavering devotion to her husband and children. My own life, I realized, was so… careful. So afraid of breaking the mold. I felt a stinging sensation behind my eyes.

The photo slipped from my trembling fingers and landed face down on the table. The silence of the room amplified the chaotic drumming of my blood.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231