He leaned against the wall, watching the festivities unfold. The glow of the fairy lights seemed to mock him. His parents, in their element, were the picture of contentment. He, on the other hand, felt a persistent, gnawing emptiness.

He forced a smile when his mother caught his eye, but the effort felt hollow. He wished, just for a moment, that he could trade places, that he could experience the same sense of belonging, the same feeling of genuine accomplishment. He wanted to feel the love they obviously had for one another, and be loved back in the same way. The desire, sharp and unexpected, twisted within him.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231