He was late to the meeting, the excuses tumbling out of his mouth. But he had heard the end of it: They were sharing stories about Camp Sunshine. He wanted to participate, but he felt unable to.

"Yeah, I loved the zip line," the woman said, shaking her head and laughing. "I nearly fell out!"

He sat down, his face expressionless. They all had such simple, easy joy. He felt as though the stories belonged only to him, that no one else could possibly understand. He wished they would just shut up.

He opened his laptop. He didn't want to talk about it anymore.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231