I unwrapped the gift, a small, leather-bound journal. It was from Alex, the student who always looked so lost. He had grown into a successful travel writer.

I held the journal, the leather soft and supple beneath my fingers. I looked around my cramped apartment. I wrote in my own journal, a notebook from the dollar store. I always wanted to travel. I wanted a life that was interesting.

The apartment suddenly felt too small, too confining. I walked over to the window and stared at the rain, the drops blurring the world outside. I wanted a life that felt like a beautiful, clear day.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231