The fishing rod felt alien in Amelia’s hand. She’d always been a coxswain, calling the rhythm, guiding the boat. “We need more power in the boat,” the coach had stated matter-of-factly. So now, she was to row. The sunlight glinted off the water, a mockery of her internal state. The other rowers were already settled, their synchronized movements a source of both admiration and envy. She tugged at the oars, the unfamiliar motion awkward and ungainly. It felt like she was pulling a massive weight.

Emotion: gloomy

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.68 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.37

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion gloomy. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 gloomy stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the gloomy emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the gloomy vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.368
无法0.319
😔0.300
いつも0.270
0.255
Suppressed:
la-0.432
l-0.419
de-0.398
B-0.294
!-0.259