The silence in the apartment was deafening. I sat on the couch, the remote control resting uselessly in my hand. Channel after channel, the images blurred together, failing to hold my attention. The vibrant colors on the screen seemed fake, lacking substance. The thought of losing Emily was a constant ache.

My fingers traced the outline of the worn sofa cushion, a familiar comfort that now felt inadequate. She was moving to start her dream job and I was happy for her, but the thought of not having her around cast a long shadow.

I got up and walked to the window, watching the rain streak down the glass. The city lights were smudged, distorted, and the world outside seemed to reflect my inner state. Everything felt off-kilter.

Emotion: gloomy

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.68 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.37

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion gloomy. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 gloomy stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the gloomy emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the gloomy vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.368
无法0.319
😔0.300
いつも0.270
0.255
Suppressed:
la-0.432
l-0.419
de-0.398
B-0.294
!-0.259