"Hey, isn't that...?" My voice died in my throat. I stood across the busy street, staring at the man's calf. My etching, the one I'd dedicated to my brother, who had died in the war, was there, now a permanent fixture on this complete stranger's skin.

My breath hitched. I felt the familiar tightening in my chest, a physical manifestation of the crushing weight. It had taken a year to process all that, to even make art again. To give something to the world that had taken everything from me.

I wanted to run, to disappear, to forget I ever saw it. But my feet were rooted to the pavement. I watched the man saunter into a store, the intricate lines of my work, his art, now just a shallow decoration for his life.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276