The familiar scent of wood polish and lavender hit Maya the moment she stepped inside her childhood home. Her throat tightened. She hated the house, yet it was the only place she could think of to go. The neatly arranged furniture, the framed family photos on the hallway table – each one felt like a jab, a reminder.

She dropped her bag in the entryway. The silence inside was oppressive. Her sister's old bedroom was the first place she found herself going. The pink walls looked too cheerful. She sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress sinking beneath her weight. It had been his favorite bed.

A sob escaped her, unbidden. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to contain the tremors that racked her body. Every memory, every shared joke, every lingering touch, felt like a fresh wound.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276