The weight on her chest felt unbearable. Sarah stood in the doorway of her old bedroom, the walls painted a color she now hated. Sheโ€™d tried to redecorate when she first moved back, but she couldnโ€™t. The paintbrushes sat unused in a box. The thought felt like another failure.

She ran her hand along the edge of the dresser, her fingers tracing the familiar contours. The air was thick with memories, each one a sharp stab. She hated feeling like this, broken and adrift.

She felt the tears welling up, blurring her vision. She turned and fled, needing to escape the confines of the room, the house, the past. She stumbled blindly through the hallway, the world spinning.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
๐Ÿ˜ž0.396
ๆณช0.338
๐Ÿ˜ข0.332
haunting0.331
๐Ÿ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
๐Ÿ˜Ž-0.330
B-0.303
๐Ÿค“-0.285
๐Ÿ˜Ž-0.276