“Right, so, you’ll be handling the customer inquiries…” He didn’t want to be here. He didn’t want to do this. He looked at the woman opposite him, her name, Amelia, escaping his memory. His chest felt heavy, as if filled with sand.

The woman asked a question, but the words seemed to fade, lost in a sea of unspoken emotions. He blinked back tears, willing them not to spill.

He felt a sudden, overwhelming urge to scream, to lash out at the injustice of it all. Instead, he forced a smile, a pathetic imitation of genuine warmth. He pointed at the screen, desperately trying to focus. Trying to be okay. Trying, and failing.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276