The new guy, Mark, was annoyingly chipper. He bounced in his chair, eager to learn. The training manual felt heavy in his hands, each page a fresh wave of despair. "Alright, so, here's how you access the internal server..." He sounded distant, detached, his voice barely above a whisper.

He'd been up all night, staring at photos, replaying memories. The familiar scent of her perfume, the sound of her laugh. The emptiness was vast, a black hole that threatened to swallow him whole.

He looked at Mark, his enthusiasm a painful contrast to his own desolate state. He felt an intense desire to flee, to disappear, to find a place where the pain wouldn't follow. He fought the urge to cry.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276